I want to start writing more. I think it’s so amazing the things that people can come up with when they start to write. I’ve always felt very creative, but not sure how to let that creativity out. I sometimes think that if I let out what I feel that everyone would know me inside and out, and that’s a scary thing. To let people completely into your world, to be so vulnerable with people that you’ve never met, or even scarier, people that you know. Life is one big crazy ride. We learn and we love, and we lose, but we try, most of us anyways. Some people just don’t care. They go through their whole lives, just not giving a shit about anything. Sometimes I wish I were one of those people, but then I remember that I’m here for a greater purpose. I have hope, but life throws many curveballs, and it can be confusing and hard, but you have to believe in the good. You have to believe that you are good, and that’s what you deserve. We’re all just really winging this thing called life. We all have so many different beliefs, and opinions, but we’re all in this world together. We live, hope for happy fulfilling lives, but how many of us really truly live? I know that I don’t, but I need that to change. I’ve been blind for years, but I’m now starting to really open my eyes. I was never really spiritual, but I’ve always felt a connection to God, or our creator. I’ve always felt in a weird way, special. Since I was a little girl I’ve felt different from others. I know that my purpose here is great, but it’s so hard to find it. We get so lost in everyday motions. We go to work, go home, sleep, repeat, etc. Life gets so boring and repetitive. You have to start opening your eyes. You have to let light shine in. Enjoy your surroundings, appreciate everything that you have, live in the present moment. Just let go and live the way you truly want. Life is hard, so don’t make it harder.